2020: My year in books

Exactly a year ago, I set my first-ever reading goal: Read 75 books in 2020. Thanks to the Arlington library, my little flea-market shelves swelled with books over the last 12 months: Toni Morrison’s novels, James Cone’s theology, Henri Nouwen’s meditations, Edwidge Danticat’s short stories, James Baldwin’s essays.
 
In the midst of a difficult year, books kept my curiosity company. Along the way, I learned that good books rub off on you. Each story helped give shape to my own.
 
Through reading, I found new routes for reflection. As we faced a international health crisis and a potential racial reckoning in the U.S., historians like Howard Zinn and Henry Louis Gates, Jr. held up a mirror to the present. As I wandered the 2-mile radius around my house, reading about places from 20th-century Harlem to Wendell Berry’s Kentucky farm brought out new dimensions of the landscape. As I spent more time alone, studying gender, race, and culture helped me to better understand my identity and social location.  And when I looked closely at the pages themselves, writers like Annie Dillard and Robin Wall Kimmerer showed me how to string words up like lights, wiring the imagination and illuminating the dark places in the world and within ourselves. 
 
Books became the bulge in my purse, the weights in my luggage, the sparks that set off conversations, the currents that ran through my mind constantly. The more I read, the more I craved reading. Each one offered me a gift.(Usually far more than one!) And as we all know, 2020 has taught us not to take any gift for granted. So, in a spirit of gratitude, I’m excited to share a few books that made a mark on me.

Five of my favorites

 

Know my name

Know My Name by Chanel Miller

Not only is it moving, this memoir is absolutely artful. Revealing herself as the sexual assault survivor in the Stanford case, Miller reclaims her experience, crafting stunning sentences from her pain and making us feel every part of it. Her presence appears on every page—a self-portrait giving voice to countless other survivors, refusing to diminish their suffering. I don’t typically read a book in two sittings, but this was an exception. 

Related recommendations: What is a Girl Worth?; She Said; I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings 

 

Braiding Sweetgrass: Indigenous Wisdom, Scientific Knowledge, and the Teachings of Plants by Robin Wall Kimmerer

Kimmerer’s unique masterpiece — a blend of storytelling and science—not only blew my mind, it found roots somewhere deep in my being, resonating with my belonging to the natural world. Kimmerer offers a worldview grounded in gratitude, growing out of abundance rather than scarcity—a worldview intrinsic to the indigenous ways of being and knowing. Her personal reflections tap into the universal. (I could scarcely believe when she described being “cradled by [tree] roots,” the very phrase I had journaled on my own experience at a local park a couple of months earlier.) The elegance of her writing honors her sacred subject.

Related recommendations: The Abundance: Narrative Essays Old and New, Erosion: Essays of Undoing

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Felon: Poems by Reginald Dwayne Betts

As I listened to Reginald Dwayne Betts share his powerful poetry one morning in a well-known D.C. synagogue, I knew I had to get my hands on his book — a collection of breathtaking and unvarnished poems that survey experiences from homelessness and abuse, to love and fatherhood. Betts indicts and disrupts society’s image of a “felon,” while bringing into focus the failures of the criminal justice system and the dehumanization it brings.

Related recommendations: A Bound Woman is a Dangerous Thing, Just Mercy, Freedom is a Constant Struggle

 

The Cross and the Lynching Tree by James Cone

In this later work, James Cone — known as the founder of Black liberation theology— lays out the striking, yet systematically overlooked, similarities between the torture Black Americans have endured and that which Jesus faced on the cross, showing how the cross continues to serve as a powerful symbol of God’s presence amidst great injustice and suffering. Short but saturated with insight, this was the only book I read twice within the span of just a couple of months.

Related recommendations: Jesus and the Disinherited, The Politics of Jesus, The Fire Next Time

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The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson

The Great Migration is arguably our country’s most important untold story of the last century. And unlike the common narrative would have you believe, it was not monolithic. With incredible care, detail, and drama, Wilkerson takes on the monumental task of telling the story: tracing the early twentieth-century journeys of several African Americans along their routes from Texas to California, Florida to New York. These interwoven portraits are both intimate and expansive. Far from an academic textbook, this is a book that sings. 

Related recommendations: Fatal Invention, The Nickel Boys, A People’s History of the United States

Honorable mentions

It goes without saying that narrowing down to five books is nearly impossible, and I didn’t include some all-time favorites above since I’d read them before (i.e. Baldwin and Dillard’s essays, among others). A few more of my must-reads: 

Fiction

  • The Water Dancer by Ta-Nehisi Coates
  • The Round House by Louis Eldridge

Nonfiction/History

  • Fatal Invention: How Science, Big Business, and Politics Re-create Race in the 21st Century by Dorothy Roberts
  • The Politics of Jesus by Obery Hendricks
  • Stamped From the Beginning by Ibram X Kendi

Memoir

  • The Yellow House by Sarah Broom
  • Brother, I’m Dying by Edwidge Danticat
  • Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson
  • Educated: A Memoir by Tara Westover

Essays

  • The Abundance: Narratives Old and New by Annie Dillard
  • We Were Eight Years in Power by Ta-Nehisi Coates
  • Notes of a Native Son by James Baldwin

 

The full list

I’m including the full list of books below, for anyone interested. I’d love to know: what’s the best thing you’ve read this year?  What’s on your list for 2021? 

  • A Bound Woman is a Dangerous Thing by DaMaris Hill
  • A Good Man is Hard to Find by Flannery O’Connor (reread) 
  • A Hidden Wholeness by Parker Palmer 
  • A People’s History of the United States by Howard Zinn 
  • A Room of One’s Own by Virginia Woolf 
  • Ain’t I a Woman by bell hooks 
  • American Prophets by Jack Jenkins 
  • American Summer by Alex Kotlowitz 
  • Amusing Ourselves to Death by Neil Postman
  • Braiding Sweetgrass by Robin Wall Kimmerer
  • Brother, I’m Dying by Edwidge Danticat
  • Citizenship Papers by Wendell Berry
  • Diversity, Inc. by Pamela Newkirk
  • Educated: A Memoir by Tara Westover
  • Erosion: Essays of Undoing by Terry Tempest Williams
  • Evangelicals and Immigration: Fault Lines Among the Faithful by Ruth M. Melkonian-Hoover, Lyman A. Kellsted
  • Everything Inside by Edwidge Danticat
  • Fatal Invention: How Science, Big Business, and Politics Re-create Race in the 21st Century by Dorothy Roberts
  • Felon: Poems by Reginal Dwayne Betts
  • Forgotten Women: The Writers by Zing Tsjeng
  • Freedom is a Constant Struggle by Angela Davis
  • God Save Texas by Lawrence Wright
  • Grand Union: Short Stories by Zadie Smith
  • I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou
  • I’m Still Here: Black Dignity in a World Made for Blackness by Austin Channing Brown
  • Inventing the Truth: The Art and Craft of Memoir (a collection from various authors) 
  • Jesus and the Disinherited by Howard Thurman
  • Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson
  • Know My Name by Chanel Miller
  • Krik! Krak! by Edwidge Danticat
  • Letter to my Daughter by Maya Angelou
  • Living by the Word by Alice Walker
  • Lost Children Archive by Valeria Luiselli
  • Miracles and Other Reasonable Things by Sarah Bessey
  • Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass by Frederick Douglass
  • Notes of a Native Son by James Baldwin (reread)
  • Playing in the Dark: Whiteness and the Literary Imagination by Toni Morrison (reread)
  • Pushout: The Criminalization of Black Girls in Schools by Monique Morris
  • Said I Wasn’t Gonna Tell Nobody by James Cone
  • Self-Portrait in Black and White by Thomas Chatterton Williams
  • She Said by Jodi Kantor and Megan Twohey
  • Slavery’s Descendants by Jill Strauss et all
  • Stamped From the Beginning by Ibram X Kendi
  • Such a Fun Age by Kiley Reid
  • Sula by Toni Morrison
  • Teaching a Stone to Talk by Annie Dillard (reread)
  • Tears We Cannot Stop by Michael Eric Dyson
  • Telling the Truth: The Gospel as Tragedy, Comedy and Fairy Tale by Frederick Buechner
  • The Abundance: Narratives Old and New by Annie Dillard
  • The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison
  • The Book of Delights by Ross Gay
  • The Cross and the Lynching Tree by James Cone
  • The Fire Next Time by James Baldwin (reread) 
  • The Invisible Man by Ralph Ellison
  • The Irresistible Revolution by Shane Claiborne
  • The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint- Exupéry
  • The Memphis Diary of Ida B. Wells by Ida B. Wells
  • The Nickel Boys by Colsen Whitehead
  • The Old Drift by Namwali Serpell
  • The Politics of Jesus by Obery Hendricks
  • The Round House by Louis Eldidge
  • The Source of Self Regard by Toni Morrison
  • The Trick Mirror: Essays by Jia Toletino
  • The Warmth of Other Suns by Isabel Wilkerson
  • The Wasteland and Other Poems by T. S. Elliot (reread) 
  • The Water Dancer by Ta-Nehisi Coates
  • The Writing Life by Annie Dillard
  • The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion
  • The Yellow House by Sarah Broom
  • The Yellow Wallpaper by Charlotte Perkins Gilman
  • We Were Eight Years in Power by Ta-Nehisi Coates
  • What is a Girl Worth? By Rachael Denhollander
  • When They Call You a Terrorist by Patrisse Khan-Cullors
  • Where Goodness Still Grows by Amy Peterson
  • Your House Will Pay by Steph Cha

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